Tough week. Yesterday, an acquaintance of mine said he was praying for me. How unexpected, wonderful, and kind. Kindness prevails, grace abounds.
How long does one wait around? Impatience is a hard thing to deal with, and I’ve had some tough lessons with it this year. Good things come to those who wait…and He who started a good work in you will carry it through to completion. I really do believe these statements.
So what do I do? Do I give it a few more days? A week? A few months? When it comes to matters of the heart, it’s hard to say. I don’t want to be clinging on for too long…otherwise, the sadness that overwhelms me at times is just too much to bear. The happiness I feel overshadows the sadness some of the time. Other times, I have to allow myself to be sadpants. I have to. Otherwise, I’m not keeping it real with myself. I’m not loving myself.
Good thing it was the first day of summer yesterday. I can’t really stand this June gloom anymore.