matters of the heart.

Tough week. Yesterday, an acquaintance of mine said he was praying for me. How unexpected, wonderful, and kind. Kindness prevails, grace abounds.

How long does one wait around? Impatience is a hard thing to deal with, and I’ve had some tough lessons with it this year. Good things come to those who wait…and He who started a good work in you will carry it through to completion. I really do believe these statements.

So what do I do? Do I give it a few more days? A week? A few months? When it comes to matters of the heart, it’s hard to say. I don’t want to be clinging on for too long…otherwise, the sadness that overwhelms me at times is just too much to bear. The happiness I feel overshadows the sadness some of the time. Other times, I have to allow myself to be sadpants. I have to. Otherwise, I’m not keeping it real with myself. I’m not loving myself.

Good thing it was the first day of summer yesterday. I can’t really stand this June gloom anymore.

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