it’s time.

Growing up means doing the really hard, really awkward, pretty painful, goes against your pride kind of stuff. Been intentionally not thinking of a certain person in my life for the past 6-7 months…until I came face to face with this person tonight. I quickly turned away to avoid them because I didn’t know what to do. I was in shock…but I was so ashamed of my reaction. After such a long history, did I want to behave this way? Do I want relationships like this in my life? 

No. 

I’ve been given too much grace and freedom to be afraid to face people and to hold grudges. My freedom is in Christ, isn’t it? So why am I afraid?

It’s time to grow up. Sigh. Growing up is difficult, not gonna lie….

2 thoughts on “it’s time.

  1. Being grown up is something that takes time.. it’s called “growing” up for a reason because it’s a gradual process! Don’t feel ashamed. Only feel ashamed if instead, you reacted by throwing a drink in their face or starting a hate blog haha.

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